TheMonsterCommunityⓒ

dear dolce,

i really wish u'd live to see me improve "orz...

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so. i really like to draw. ranging from manga style to doodling monsters.

i cant remember when i started doodling, but doodling a bunch of monsters started early this year when i was doing my english essay assignments.

im so stressed out, and as usual i'll scribble some things on d nearest paper.
not noticing it turned out to be one bunch of ugly monsters. but i kinda like it xD

 

 

inside you 

 

yea so this is my first bunch of ugly monsters doodle. its not that neat and detailed at first yet it felt great.
that's when the name TheMonsterCommunity© came into my mind..

from that day forth, i've been dooling bunch of monsters, each doodle with different themes..

 

 

 

here's 5 of my latest doodle:

 

 

anger management

 

the sign

 

jennifer's school

 

graceful jump

 

 

hairdo

 

 

 

 

and here are some of the earliest doodles:

 

 

 

 

i even print out one of my doodle on t-shirt  ♡

 

 

 

 

 

i dont know anything about shirt printing/designing. lol. but its fun to try. i'll try to improve on my next printing plans ㋛

all the imperfectness of these doodles are done on purpose. i like it not being perfect. i just want it to be different and easy on the eye, lol i hope so xD

oh. all of these are taken using my hp cam and edited using SAI/microsoft office, thats why it sux to da max hahaahaa...

im not gonna go all masochist on this. im proud of my artworks and i'll improve.
i'd be very happy if my art inspires anyone, but never happy to be copied =_=+
anyone can use my artworks for some purposes, u just need to ask for my permission.

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some things are just pure craps

dear dolce,

ur the best companion i've ever had and i miss every precious moments of it i really do. i wish u could send me another angel just like u. and make it human? :)
 

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i started to realize the changes in some of my friends behavior.

 

became very egoistic.
feels like they're super cool n i'm suddenly lame.
raised voice over nothing, just trying to annoy me.

annoyed n sensitive over everything that i said.
make an obvious sighing n eye-rolling.
selfish.
self-centered.
some more shit.

 

i think they just wanted to show me that they dont want me to be around them very often anymore.
smart @_@
wut did i do anyway?
i kno u guys find n make awesome new friends, but u dont have to try so hard to kick me off. at least make it less obvious -__-
its so annoying.

 
friends come and go.
esp those who ur trying so hard to impress.
not me -_-
i stay cz im sincere.
maybe one day u'll come to realize it.

 

if u really dont want me anywhere near u like ur da king and im da stray dog, fine o_o
i guess u dont worth my time, neither my sincere friendship -_-



maybe im not that cool. (i'm awesome)
maybe im not that hipster. (i'm just that awesome)
maybe ur new friends are perfect. (i'm just perfectly awesome)



guess u finally found ur dream team. im just a stepping stone.



enjoy ur new famous life,

pal.

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gosh, such an emo post xD

feels like barfing -__-

 

but i felt so annoyed even though i tried so hard not to give a damn.
its just so hurtful -__-" ugh.to care about friends n to be treated back like this.
makes me feel like crap.


*sigh*

 

 

daijoubu, i guess it'll wear off in no time.
n really hope i'll get to make new friends too. who're really nice Q_Q
lol #foreveralone "orz...