Tuesday, 24 January 2012

✩ dobo dobo survey ✩





i am seriously bored xD

these are some random survey questions i found on the internet.
saaa.. lets answer some


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Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?

...just..kill me.."OTL..


What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? 
 
"list down all the tips to hide my baby bump from my parents"
wait. just so u kno, i wont get preggie b4 im married -_- if this happens irl, i'll slap the doc cuz im sure he's smoking pot.



Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? 
 
no he didnt. after he hurt me, he took my money. nice going buddy. may u die with ur fingers burried in ur nose and poke through ur bleeding eyes, ur right foot in ur butt... in a clown suit.

Are you good at hiding your feelings? 

not sure. sometimes yeah. but sometimes i showed it on purpose.

 

Are you wasting your time on someone?

i..guess so? O_O
should i give up on pleasing people or should i just stay patient and hope for the best...?

 
Explain the last time you threw up:

wtf i actually forgot about this and ur trying to remind me, now i feel funny in my throat Dx
i guess its few years ago, i puked more than 3times a day cuz i got food poisoning. i really thought i was gonna die cuz i lost so much liquid and i felt super weak, i couldnt even stand up or open my eyes...

 
Last thing that made you cry:

a touching picture of cats x'D
 
Do you have a bad temper?

nope. well only during that 'one' time of every month xD

 
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

ofcourse! =A=
in 10yrs i'll be 31. if im not married before 28/29/30...i'll just marry a cat to make sure my status is married.
"OTL...seriously, i should be married in my mid 20's.

 
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?

i never really count things 'that' depressing =,="
oh wait. ONE.
if cat's funerals, then countless.
 

How often do you think about suicide?

...lets not reveal this awesome secrets xD
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...mom, dad. no =_=

 

What is your deepest fear?

hey. it depends.
if fear that comes everyday, then its cockroaches.
others, it can be the silent and bottomless ocean with god-knows-what creatures in it *shivers*
or that moment when ur being chase and that moment determines ur life and death.
or clowns.
psychotic retarded clowns =_=

 
Do you REALLY love all your family?

ohmygod is that a new shoes u bought? its so prettyyy!!!!! OAO
yes. 

 

What do you want to believe in?

TV advertisements..and sales signs =_= *sigh*
 

Do you have a secret crush on someone?

nope. just on all the awesome guys.
 

Are you proud of who you are?

depends on which sides are you talking about 8D
anyway...i'll try to be grateful haha

 

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?

uh. depends on what crowds im in xD
i'll go crazy if i have friends to enjoy with. sometimes i like to just sit at a corner and watch people having fun..while eating candies or drink something OwO
 

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?

O_O do determine "worst thing" first.
this is by far the hardest question i've ever encounter =,=
..umm maybe someone who ate my only pieces of crushed dry peas while we're deserted on an island with no food sources available...and because that person is also as hungry as i am?
..i have no idea.
 

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?

..10 sec ordi passed and i'd die wasted cuz im still thinking on things i wanted to say =,="
..if i were given some more time then maybe:
"where are you?"

 

...to your worst enemy?

u do realize that i have only 5secs for each person right?! Dx
still, IF i have one anyway..
"why?"
 

Do you care if people hate you?

i hate to admit but yes =_=
i want to NOT care.
but i'll keep on thinking about it and will always wonder why cant i fix that? all the whys came out.

 

Freedom or safety?

"OTL...if safety meant by sitting at home 24/7 guarded by parents then, safety. if safety meant by being a hostage for my whole life then freedom =.= 
 

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:

[before that, im 'dedicating' this to a person, which whoever did to me, will take it to heart, if u didnt, then u wont rite? =u=]
one day, u will get back everything u ever did to me. i will ignore you at your worst times like u did to me. someone will use u like u used me. people will curse and say mean things to u and i'll be like "wow, i thought u can handle things that u actually hurt me with". u'll have a hell married life cuz when u have a partner, that person is your god and im suddenly a devil, we'll see about that. i wont listen to u cuz u never really were.
wow.. *take a breath* ..here:



 Has a song ever made you cry?

many 8D but its too many!!!
mostly when the song is too awesome or touching.

 

A book ever made you cry?

kids encyclopedia.
...
i.don't.read.

 

Is the world crumbling to pieces?

cookies. and i dont do geo.
 

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:

one time at my boarding school and this girl spread lies about me. and scold me in front of everyone about that lies. people starts to have doubts about me. im trying to stand up for myself but she kept on babbling and then turn around and walked away. wtf.
*speechless*
then i punched tables.
few hours later, a wall xD
..my knuckle bleeds OTL

 
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:

i farted so hard at a train station with lotsa people and i felt relief cuz it didnt make any noise so i farted summore, till i realized im listening to music in high volume ..with big-asu headphone =u=
i got shocked, turned around to people around me..and actually laughed so loud that time xD
people must think imma bold retarded girl.

 

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all


i dont usually say anything at all.
but when i do, i dont.



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this, is one horrible post =_=
goodnight




Monday, 9 January 2012

poem stolen from a beggar




dear dolce,


please come back to life...




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friend,

since when did u became so blind?

u never treat me this way before.

ur being so mean.

i guess because u got a new shoulder.

ne?

n u think by doing this,

i'll be fine soon

and i'll come crawling back?

yes u r ok cuz u got a shoulder for u now

whai so selfish dear friend?

stop trying so hard to push me away.

i want to go
away from you

cuz u dont appreciate this friendship anymore.

no i wont tell u wat it is

cuz u should realize it

cuz ur the one's doing it

ur happier than i ever knew u

i guess u can survive

i guess u dont need me to care and appreciate u anymore

take care




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2nd emo post from me "OTL
waaaaa.....i wna cry so bad Q _ Q
i did cry last night tho xD
aaah~ i wish dolce was here...
yes i want a cat to comfort meh, not humanzzzz >A</
well its more like i force-hug em n make like they comfort me xD
watever. makes me feel better =u=
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...ok here's a cat rage comic







Friday, 6 January 2012

sigh...



i've been hiding this blog from public since June last year.
all cuz of those Japan posts orz...
people cant know yet..just ..yet...

btw i am now 80% sure im going to Japan this April n_n
not confirm, but am sure.



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so. i am now addicted to this ipad2 game
"TEMPLE RUN"

its so...addictive.






i've been playing that game only. only.
and completed almost all the objectives.
 
n i beat all highscores...MY highscores *maniac laugh*
almost reach 2,000,000 muahahahahaaa.....2 mill!!! ok D<
...ok that is like nothing. for amateurs yeah thats awesome >D
but the next objective is 10,000,000.



i. need. practice.



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bub bada badaa daaa ~~~

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Monday, 2 January 2012

"OTL


some of you might not notice this but there's a mistake in my previous post n_n"


THIS drawing...





is not by Junji Ito...


well who cares xDDD


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.. ok HE CARES -___-""

he is KAZUO UMEZU..the manga-ka of that drawing hahahahaaaa....


my bad. gomen "OTL...