super drink

whoa.
i'm thirsty -_-
and too lazy to go out and buy me some awesome drink.
even too lazy to get up and get a drink from the kitchen.
in fact, there's a big bottle of plain water beside my bed,
but when i stretch my hand, i cant reach it.
*sigh*
if that's how u gonna behave, then so be it!! (says me to ze bottle) -_-


God
whai u no make my bone move to the order of me brain? orz..
...
wait no.
it'll be deadly once i sleep
...
*sigh*
i guess i'll just talk about my favourite drinks instead.
lol pathetic.



#1 PEACH MANGO


*drools*....my goodness. just imagining it can make me roll to paradise orz..
this is my favorite combination of fruit drink so far. and my #1 fav drink.
most awesome when milk is added. or peach mango yogurt drink.
and NOT blended. just creamy but not too thick like smoothie.
just perfect and thirst quenching.
gosh. i can jump off building naw.



#2 MELON MILK


oishiiiiii!!!!!!!~
cant describe how much i love this drinkkkk!!!~
just too awesome!
and i love 'melon' by its cute name and when combined with 'milk', they sounded cute together!!!
ok thats not the point, its just uber delicioso!!!~ nyaan



#3 MACADAMIA WONDERMILK


its actually a macadamia flavoured milk, a drink at Wondermilk Cafe (their cupcakes are nice too!)well i've only tasted this once, not even sure if i can say its my fav drink xDbut the first time gave me such
butt-to-the-sole-to-the-knee-to-the-forehead-palm
kinda feeling.
i stared to the sky with "kira-kira" eyes.
feels like im in a garden full of rainbow pooping fairies.
feels like a hot french guy giving private lecture to me in romantic broadway style.
feels like MJ comes back to life and swims in pool full of roses.
feels like the wealthy giving charity to homeless honeybadgers.
...
ok dats just bullsh*t.
maybe the first two expression was right.
..and the 4th one xD
no intention on making MJ's fans go wtf (myb too much southpark -_-)
n i think honeybadgers would just eat the money instead.



#4 VITAGEN


the white one!!! xD
"LB flavoured"
...i never know what does LB stands for o_o
llama bodyparts, lame breed, lemah badan (wtf), long boobs, lotsa bribes
..heck, i tortured my mind trying to figure it out n all sorts of nonsense came out xD


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so i guess those are my top 4 fav drinks.
i was super thirsty and drools when i started typing.
now im disgusted from the last topic orz..
on the bight side, i dont have to suffer being lazy xD

tetris FTW

dear dolce,

Y U NO hachiko and wait for me??? ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)



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i had a sudden urge to play tetris when i saw my friend's facebook status on it. i tried to find it online and play.

for a while
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i've made an account and play 24/7 till my butt cramped, and sit crouching to support my tired arm.

i got to the stage where i'd scream when its critical and talk to the screen when i won as if the player can listen to me and be like...







i prepared one big bottle of water to drink after few games, just to clear my throat. and that just hit me, i haven't eaten a shit in 2 days. or carrot. yet =A=


...this got me thinking, is this how my life's going to end? sitting on a chair and play games everyday?
not growing up and study or at least thinking about my future?
if im married, my kids goin to be abandoned in the kitchen starving waiting for me while i play games?
i should take an action shouldn't i?
or i'll end up living with no money, no jobs, no family, no life, no future?
and my grave goin to be covered in leaves and left alone?
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i think too much!

mario papercraft

        dear dolce,

how's your day? ❤

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my friend Damia introduced me to this papercraft thing

and i decided to make MARIO theme first :D

tools used
- scissor
- cutting knife
- ruler
- glue (not necessary)

#1 print
- i printed them on A3 sized paper, so i'll feel more satisfy, any size is fine though
- better on harder paper to hold the shape

#2 cut cut cut
- dont forget the white lines

#3  le fold

#4 voila!
- as i said, the use of glue is not necessary, but i used it to secure the edges and to make it more solid






#5 go make the whole family so mario wont be such a loner. foreveralone.jpg

#6 Princess Peach's print is not available so i made him go gay with Luigi instead. pshh lazy cupid.

#7 ...and soon produced le wild baby mushrooms
- lesson learned, never go gay







#8 ..and hired a plant maid..since none of them can do housewife's job
- wtf







#9 have fun making scenes!

 

           LUIGI  : mario dear! our maid eat our kid!!! 
                        come help!!
           MARIO: i always knew he's the most delicious
                       among all 3 of them! 8'D *is proud
           KIDS   : ..wtf dad?

 

            LUIGI  : wtf mario?!! le sexy plant! spit him
                         out now!!
            MARIO: i always knew im more attractive  
                        than Luigi 8'D *is proud
            LUIGI  : ...proceed
          LE SEXY
             PLANT: *munch

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✩ if ur interested in making some, here's the link to download the prints:


① cubeecraft

② paper toy

✩ dobo dobo survey ✩

i am seriously bored xD

these are some random survey questions i found on the internet.

saaa.. lets answer some

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Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?

...just..kill me.."OTL..


What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? 
 
"list down all the tips to hide my baby bump from my parents"
wait. just so u kno, i wont get preggie b4 im married -_- if this happens irl, i'll slap the doc cuz im sure he's smoking pot.


Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? 
 
no he didnt. after he hurt me, he took my money. nice going buddy. may u die with ur fingers burried in ur nose and poke through ur bleeding eyes, ur right foot in ur butt... in a clown suit.

Are you good at hiding your feelings? 

not sure. sometimes yeah. but sometimes i showed it on purpose.

 
Are you wasting your time on someone?

i..guess so? O_O
should i give up on pleasing people or should i just stay patient and hope for the best...?
 
Explain the last time you threw up:

wtf i actually forgot about this and ur trying to remind me, now i feel funny in my throat Dx
i guess its few years ago, i puked more than 3times a day cuz i got food poisoning. i really thought i was gonna die cuz i lost so much liquid and i felt super weak, i couldnt even stand up or open my eyes...
 
Last thing that made you cry:

a touching picture of cats x'D
 
Do you have a bad temper?

nope. well only during that 'one' time of every month xD
 
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

ofcourse! =A=
in 10yrs i'll be 31. if im not married before 28/29/30...i'll just marry a cat to make sure my status is married.
"OTL...seriously, i should be married in my mid 20's.
 
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?

i never really count things 'that' depressing =,="
oh wait. ONE.

if cat's funerals, then countless.
 
How often do you think about suicide?

...lets not reveal this awesome secrets xD
...
..
...mom, dad. no =_=
 

What is your deepest fear?

hey. it depends.
if fear that comes everyday, then its cockroaches.
others, it can be the silent and bottomless ocean with god-knows-what creatures in it *shivers*
or that moment when ur being chase and that moment determines ur life and death.
or clowns.
psychotic retarded clowns =_=
 
Do you REALLY love all your family?

ohmygod is that a new shoes u bought? its so prettyyy!!!!! OAO
yes. 
 

What do you want to believe in?

TV advertisements..and sales signs =_= *sigh*
 

Do you have a secret crush on someone?

nope. just on all the awesome guys.
 

Are you proud of who you are?

depends on which sides are you talking about 8D
anyway...i'll try to be grateful haha
 

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?

uh. depends on what crowds im in xD
i'll go crazy if i have friends to enjoy with. sometimes i like to just sit at a corner and watch people having fun..while eating candies or drink something OwO
 
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?

O_O do determine "worst thing" first.
this is by far the hardest question i've ever encounter =,=
..umm maybe someone who ate my only pieces of crushed dry peas while we're deserted on an island with no food sources available...and because that person is also as hungry as i am?
..i have no idea.
 
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?

..10 sec ordi passed and i'd die wasted cuz im still thinking on things i wanted to say =,="
..if i were given some more time then maybe:
"where are you?"
 

...to your worst enemy?

u do realize that i have only 5secs for each person right?! Dx
still, IF i have one anyway..
"why?"
 
Do you care if people hate you?

i hate to admit but yes =_=
i want to NOT care.
but i'll keep on thinking about it and will always wonder why cant i fix that? all the whys came out.
 

Freedom or safety?

"OTL...if safety meant by sitting at home 24/7 guarded by parents then, safety. if safety meant by being a hostage for my whole life then freedom =.= 
 

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:

[before that, im 'dedicating' this to a person, which whoever did to me, will take it to heart, if u didnt, then u wont rite? =u=]
one day, u will get back everything u ever did to me. i will ignore you at your worst times like u did to me. someone will use u like u used me. people will curse and say mean things to u and i'll be like "wow, i thought u can handle things that u actually hurt me with". u'll have a hell married life cuz when u have a partner, that person is your god and im suddenly a devil, we'll see about that. i wont listen to u cuz u never really were.
wow.. *take a breath* ..here:



 Has a song ever made you cry?

many 8D but its too many!!!
mostly when the song is too awesome or touching.
 

A book ever made you cry?

kids encyclopedia.
...
i.don't.read.
 

Is the world crumbling to pieces?

cookies. and i dont do geo.
 

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:

one time at my boarding school and this girl spread lies about me. and scold me in front of everyone about that lies. people starts to have doubts about me. im trying to stand up for myself but she kept on babbling and then turn around and walked away. wtf.
*speechless*
then i punched tables.
few hours later, a wall xD
..my knuckle bleeds OTL
 
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:

i farted so hard at a train station with lotsa people and i felt relief cuz it didnt make any noise so i farted summore, till i realized im listening to music in high volume ..with big-asu headphone =u=
i got shocked, turned around to people around me..and actually laughed so loud that time xD
people must think imma bold retarded girl.
 

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all

i dont usually say anything at all.
but when i do, i dont.


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this, is one horrible post =_=

goodnight

poem stolen from a beggar

dear dolce,

please come back to life...

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friend,

since when did u became so blind?

u never treat me this way before.

ur being so mean.

i guess because u got a new shoulder.

ne?

n u think by doing this,

i'll be fine soon

and i'll come crawling back?

yes u r ok cuz u got a shoulder for u now

whai so selfish dear friend?

stop trying so hard to push me away.

i want to go
away from you

cuz u dont appreciate this friendship anymore.

no i wont tell u wat it is

cuz u should realize it

cuz ur the one's doing it

ur happier than i ever knew u

i guess u can survive

i guess u dont need me to care and appreciate u anymore

take care



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2nd emo post from me "OTL
waaaaa.....i wna cry so bad Q _ Q
i did cry last night tho xD
aaah~ i wish dolce was here...
yes i want a cat to comfort meh, not humanzzzz >A</
well its more like i force-hug em n make like they comfort me xD
watever. makes me feel better =u=
....
.....ok here's a cat rage comic

sigh...

i've been hiding this blog from public since June last year.
all cuz of those Japan posts orz...
people cant know yet..just ..yet...

btw i am now 80% sure im going to Japan this April n_n
not confirm, but am sure.

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so. i am now addicted to this ipad2 game
"TEMPLE RUN"
its so...addictive.

i've been playing that game only. only.
and completed almost all the objectives.

 
n i beat all highscores...MY highscores *maniac laugh*
almost reach 2,000,000 muahahahahaaa.....2 mill!!! ok D<
...ok that is like nothing. for amateurs yeah thats awesome >D
but the next objective is 10,000,000.

i. need. practice.

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bub bada badaa daaa ~~~
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"OTL

some of you might not notice this but there's a mistake in my previous post n_n"


THIS drawing...

is not by Junji Ito...


well who cares xDDD


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.. ok HE CARES -___-""

he is KAZUO UMEZU..the manga-ka of that drawing hahahahaaaa....


my bad. gomen "OTL...