Monday, 22 August 2011

i want a white background.. ಥ_ಥ ..wuu..


dear dolce,
i'm moving on  ◕ ‿ ◕  ♡

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i made it!! ✉ i posted the application form!!! lol xD
hope it'll get to japan safely ♡


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i've been trying to change my blog's background to completely white but phail miserably.
it actually looks like these before:




then i tried to change it many times using wateva kind of html codes, link etc etc...it still wont budge.
seriously, if anyone knows how, do tell me...

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Saturday, 13 August 2011

JAPAN!!! ━Σ(゚Д゚|||)"



guyaaahh!!!~

omggg...

im one step closer to go to Japan!!! daddy finally let me apply!! *celebrate*


i fill in all kinds of forms needed, then i realised that i need LOTSA moar thingsss before sending the forms! like my diploma certificate which i left at KL and havent renew my international passport yet and etc etc like omigahhhh!!! 
"(゚Д゚≡゚Д゚)" aarghh~
i thought the application deadline is on end of October. thank god i checked back cuz its on 10th of September!! *curse whales*



no I WONT GIVE UP EASILY!!!!! *fire up*
this is once in a lifetime opportunity, to go to my dream country without using my own money (heh) and live there and study there and learn about all of their cultures, language, manga, bishies...everything!!!!
i promise i'll do my very best in my studies! i supppaaa promise i wont let u down dad!
god please let me go to japan to fulfill my dream (´Д`。)~~~





Japan! dont u make it hard for me, im trying to promote u dammit!! \>A</ kusoOOO!!!!~
i love the spot! love the red spot! i want the red spot! gimmehhh the red spot!!! "orz...


                                  

Wednesday, 10 August 2011

ともだち | tomodachi | friends

★☆ so i made a video for my college friends after we graduate ☆★


The Super Post

..omg..i am like this.
made a blog. typed few posts for few days. FEW.
then left it.
have new ideas to type something every single day. but didnt. i slept -__-

ok from now on i'll try to post things! like seriously.
well i'll... try =.="

i might post my blogs whether in English/Malay/Japanese, but maybe most posts will be in English.
im not that good in english or what, i just LOVE the language. i love japanese so much too but im not dat fluent yet for now so waddaheck i might make a fool out of myself. and no i dont hate my language OTL..
god why do i feel so depressed and pushed by this even though i know no one will read this""

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#1 DEVIANTART
- ok so i had DA account before this. 2 accounts to be exact" but i made a new one, just cz i left those two for almost 2 years and didn't update anything/drawing. and i know if i sign in now..i will shivers to death looking at few hudreds thousands of notifications/messages etc =__="
and also cuz i kno my old drawing sux XD
so here's a new one --> Shi no Alice

#2 JAPAN
- that is where im going to further my study next year!!!!
well i hope TT___TT this is something that only me, my family, best friend, close friends, boyfriend, husband, fiance, scandals, affair partners know for the time being. ok fine my boyfriend. cuz no one actually knows about this blog xD not for now hahah.
after suffering for two years studying culinary arts (which on the first place i enrolled happily just cz i thought i could eat dessert everyday wtf), finally my dad let me study what i love since kid. and where my talents lies. lie. ok whats with english now.
that are japanese language and drawing!!!
if i pass the application part and some interview soon, i will be flying to Japan. omg god please let me go there, i'll kiss any goat's butt just to go there. ok maybe not butt.
i've been good at home! n i'll be good in another 3days, please let me!!~ TTATT
*note that a joke between you and god will never be funny.

#3 GUITAR
- so im on holiday. and seriously got nothing beneficial to do like shopping and trolling. cz i dont have car here in Sabah. and all my friends in KL are having fun, going out with each other.
soo..i signed for a guitar class. some find it stupid cz everyone can play guitar. but not me -_- i need personal tutor. n been dreaming to play guitar since forever. i bought my 1st acoustic guitar. its not expensive but i bought it without thinking further cz im sure i'll get my pocket money soon (but i didnt cz my dad thought that i dont need money during holiday OTL..)
on my 1st class, my teacher accidentally snap one of the string while trying to tune it, and so my fragile heart TT__TT"
he then brought home my guitar to put on new set of strings as well as servicing it. i missed my guitar for a week (my class is once a week). very excited going to class after one week only to found that i can only get my guitar the next week..*sits at dark corner*
so the service charge is RM150, which suppose to be RM100 at first. so i paid. then my bf told me that it usually costs just around RM20+...#punked
thank god he's so goddamn charming and taught me butterfly fly away song if not i would bite his head off!!! =A=++
and my guitar's name is MOMOE chan. he's a male -_-

#4 FUFU chan
- he's my laptop -__-
...ok so i sent fufu to reformat. happy to get it back. but the guy forgot to put in back the Bluetooth apps as well as webcam and some more stuffs. now i cant post my super awesome camwhore pictures from my phone, and cant even camwhore with my own webcam. i've suffered so much "orz..now i have to curse his mom for giving birth to such ruthful tech nerd. HE is actually my sister's friend *runs*

#5 YUI
- cant stop listening to her song. especially "To Mother" for now. i will try to learn her song and play it for everyone to show off how much i love them!!!
                                                                


 


aaah~too lazy to put any picture for this blog post. i hope my post is interesting enough to kill your time -__- if its not u wont read it till the end anyway #trollface


Thursday, 9 June 2011

shi's favourite things | celebrities Pt.1

ok. i like watching OPRAH. yes. the king of the world.



and as you know, she like to give things to people. free. banyak $$$ boleh la. she so rich, she can just burn money to heat up her dogs during winter.

after watching few of her "oprah's favourite things" episodes, i felt the urge to list my fav things too XD no i'm not so generous to give away presents. i just want to give you ideas for my birthday presents *rubs hands*

lets get started.

for this eps of mine, i will start off with my fav celebs around the world :D


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 fav female japanese idol HARUNA ONO



she's the vocalist of the band SCANDAL. i love this band since my friend eagy-chawn introduce their first single "shojo S" to me. i fell in deep love! ♥
i love her voice supa muchh!! and her adorabii face! and she have my dream hair *A*


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fav female japanese singer YUI


she's one of the earliest japanese artists i known and i still like her till now. i love all of her songs in all of her album. her voice is just so teddy bear-ish (ok i dont know how to explain it exactly like how i feel even my ayat arrangement da terbalik-balik =.="..)
and she's just so adorabii~


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fav male actor HIRO MIZUSHIMA


omg *dies* ♥ ♥ ♥
i cant tell u about him since i died so now i reborn la okeh? *reborn*
he's one of my love-at-first-sight guy. ok fine i fell in love with all bishies at 1st sight.
but he stays the longest & beat my previous fav takky/hideaki takizawa.
fell in deep love since i watched him as nanba senpai in hanakimi, then zettai kareshi, & start to stalk him everywhere *Q* ♥


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fav japanese band SCANDAL


ah, predictable much XD
i just love their concept and awesome-ness. supa cute japs girls usually go and do MV's about ponies and bunnies while wearing shrinked bikinis and dance like 3-legged horse. eg like AKB48. (i dun want to give momusu as the example cuz i love them XD). fine i dont hate those cute2 groupie, i actually love them.

but this scandal band is so awesome cuz they're supar cute and jam rock songs in various school uniforms howcoolisthatsocool!!!


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fav female (eng) singer MILEY CYRUS


i dont get why so many people hate her. she's a disney girl. famous since the age of...young. have celebs family members. loads of awards. lots of screaming lil' girls fans. act in comedy sitcoms. ok fine i get it. i'll gather more haters -__-"
i dont have proper reason to like her. i just love her since i 1st watch her in hannah montanna. i dont even care if she turns to badgirl or dragon.


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fav male (eng) actor with hotness CHRIS HEMSWORTH

 
i used to like pattinson. obsessed. but chris just beat him. right on his sparkly body 8D
his charming blue eyes. funny act. awesome body likeomgsupahots!!! many guys are hot but he got my attention bwahahaha 8DD ♥


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fav male (eng) actor with talent JOHNNY DEPP


for me, he's not as hot as chris but i like him the most, in acting field. who doesn't like deppie?? he can act comedy, action, fantasy, u name it. and he's so awesome, he can pull out any character given even the weird willy wonka. how awesome is that? >A< suppaa!!


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and finally..the king of the world OPRAH WINFREY


her show've been my fav talk show since forever. from her, i know a lot about life. and her show is the only talk show which i found interesting in all eps. she's full of surprises, super top secret revealer, unknown info which is now 'known' o__o ok wu'eva. is she the god?..no.
king.
and i feel depressed knowing that she's going to end the show this year. sux.


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usually i wont stick to these idols for too long. will change from time to time. but i can assure u that miley, hiro and oprah will stay on my top spot XD

will continue to Pt.2 anytime soon!~


Tuesday, 7 June 2011

random intro

saa..to start off.. well im not so sure how to start. but i found this survey in some random sites. eet may tell u some stuffs about meh 8D

Hi, my name is:
i was just about to get exited but the 1st question is already hard -__-

But you can call me:
shi.

My fav. color is:
black/ soft pastel colours/ pop combi.

My high school was:
SMAKK, SM All Saint, SMESH, SMP (1st sounds like a kiss, 2nd like im 'all saint', 3rd like i jz got punched, i dont even get the last one's ..*sigh*..school these days..

My hair is:
not a fur.

My birthday is:
always in need of super awesome birthday presents (29 nov btw 8D)

My middle name is:
awesome.


When I look down I see:
my boyfriend (what r u thinking?~ i look down from the 2nd floor maa..)

If I were a character on ‘Friends’:
i will receive a paycheck.

By this time next year:
i'll be awesome-er.



I have a hard time understanding:
why cant santa claus have wings. he's abusing reindeer and his reputation.

If you spent the night at my house:
u'll die of hunger.

The one person who can drive me nuts is:
the nuts-truck driver.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:
5 super cute broochs (is that how u spell it wth do i care)

Most recent thing someone else bought me:
a rainbow! *super excited face*..ok fine i cant remember..

In the morning I:
am still sleeping.

If I was an animal I’d be a:
cat (just so u know, i'm already a cat, so i wish i'm a human)

What’s your top friend(s) name:
yone (i love you - gay)

Do you get along with this person all the time:
most definitely (more gayness)

How old is the person:
same as moi. we are young! *proud*

Has this person ever cooked for you:
i wanna live longer.

Have you ever kissed this person:
same answer as above.

Are you really close to this person:
very (total gayness)

Could you live with this person:
(too gay to state here)

How long have you known this person:
yesterday. no lah. around 5 years.

Have you ever had a sleepover with this person:
yep *blush*

If you ever moved away would you miss this person:
totally TT_TT we are far away n i do miss 'him' wawaa~

Do you know everything about this person:
*struck by lightning*..why are u being so insensitive~ TT_TT"

Have you ever made something with this person:
world peace. no seriously.

Ever been in love:
yes~ *super emotion-less tone*

Believe in love at first sight:
i guess so *look at cats*..or not *look at clowns*

What is your bed size:
a fat-greedy-king's-asu sized bed.

Do you prefer writing in pen or pencil:
saliva.

What’s your favorite season:
every seasons that requires adult giving 'ang-pow'.

Favorite radio station:
ArmiTunes..

Coke or Pepsi:
milk.

Favorite subject in school:
arts maths science languages history astronomy jugling nesting farting fine i just like arts!

Last book you read:


I DONT READ...


Do you prefer cats or dogs:
cats. i like dogs too. and barneys.

What’s your dream job:
to have a dream job.

What kind of car do you drive:
a fish.

Are you a better talker or better listener:
depends on whether i like that person or not. or whether they like me or not. both ways, dont come to me if u just wanna nag about nonsense and fantasy stuffs like..maths.

What do you miss most about childhood:
being naked and run around freely feeling breezy.

How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test:
one time je maa! *super proud*

How many kids do you want:
imagine few cartons of eggs. i want 4 kids max, nothing to do with my shopping list o__o

Can you cook:
totally!



Have you been to Disney World:
yes. and they breed talking mouse.

How many TRUE best friends do you have:
four, and they come in purple, green, yellow and red. they never lie to me except they make me believe that the sun can laugh.



Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth:
let those liars die in regret >:D

Who’s the last person you got into a argument with:
my blankey. which told me it was cold, so i wore him, but then i felt so hot, so i take him off instead. then i felt cold again. he confused me D':<

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move:
wherever that doesnt have confusing hot/cold wheather temperature!! D<

How much do looks matter to you in a guy:
a lot! but for my personal guy, as long as he's good-looking inside (whut, cant i be cheezy for a moment? =A=)

Whats the best feeling in the world:
watching spongebob.

Are you close with your mom and dad:
i love them! ♥

Do you tell your parents everything:
*roll away*

What’s your favorite color to wear:
rebecca black.

Who was the last person in your bedroom:
me? -_-

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you:


What are you freakishly obsessed with:
cats. and candies @_@"

What piercings do you want:
on my imaginary shoulder. ok i hate piercing..on me.

Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail:
you will never know.

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now:
PEDO!

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in:
i dont waste water. i bathe with mineral water.

Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower:
stop asking questions that requires people to imagine naked female inda toilet (u dont? ok dont imagine)

Your favorite sport to watch:
hardcore yoga.

Ever had stitches:
i'm not a multiplying Lilo.

Have you ever given money to a homeless person:
mother said never to confess/admit/claim to do nice things to people because it shows that u are not sincere and also being so ego, and also 'poyo'. and i did gave them money D<

Ever run over an animal:
run jump over. yes.

Would you kiss someone of same sex for $100:
..for RM300..yea why not. or better, convert the 100 to euro. do prepare me a lifetime insurance. tQ.

More of a coffee or alcohol drinker:
i told u milk why u no understand?! D:<

Ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire:
what kind of sick people would wanna abuse telephone wire? with shoes? use hammer man! DD:<

Do you snore:
ask me when i sleep.

What are you afraid of:
no internet connection.



All together, how many people have you kissed:
including my mom...one.

Are you comfortable with your body:
*crawling dramatically*

Whats your stand on gay marriage:
they forgot to check wuts in their pants.

What about abortions:
they forgot to check wuts in their heart.

-end of randomness-

ok fine, u almost dont get anything from me XD
finally...