comparison

dear dolce,

i love you for loving me for who i am n never judge (u cant tell me anyway muahahahaa xD) *hugs

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do you people like being compare to other people? or other things?
well i dont know. BUT I DONT!!!

some people dont care.
1. cuz for them, its not who i am, so whut.
2. they're hurt but try to act like all cool and said like point above.

aaaaanyway. i care!

i am someone who likes being weird and different. i dont like being compared for goodness sake.

it hurts and i feel shitty. i dont care if i look like someone you know or whoever in terms of style etc, BIATCH PLEASE, i dont follow any of ur freaking friends.
if i feel like it, i buy.

if i feel like it, i wear.

if i feel like it, i freaking do it myself.
if i feel like following em, i'd excitedly ask/tell em about it!


i dont buy sayings like "u should be proud that they compare u to her/him/that".
pls.
i'd be proud if i can do it without following people.

usually people who compared me to others have the intention to hurt me on purpose. i can sense that dummy. who is stupid enough to compare their own friends with other people and think dat it wont hurt? and u think ur awesome and original. if ur so original, go pick some leaves and stick em on ur @#$%& and walk around town like a boss.
then u wait till i feel heartbroken, feel satisfied, felt good aint it?
swallow it. do nothing good on you.
congrats u made me feel bad.
now go praised urself infront of the mirror. perasan perfect =A= i can compare u too but i wouldn't cuz i know it will hurt u. its like im the only one who acts like a friend here. psshhh...

or. ur jealous in a way, felt threatened, try to make me feel down, feel good about urself. pshh pls.
or. u feel insecure. u are following someone's style. afraid ppl'll judge or watever, now go n attack people.
or. i dunno, trying so hard to show that u are somewhat into the style im in too, and put into evrybody's mind that i followed u?
omg girl, i can smell ur stinky behaviour frm thousands miles away!!! >A</
*flip tables*



sometimes, not just comparing me to a person. an animal. gosh people. u gone blind? do some eye surgery.
someone compare me to a pig.
she thinks its funny. no. i can sense that she's trying to hurt me.
why not u compare urself to a pig, see how cute u look/act.
i dont mind cats. i love cats to bits.
pigs? -__-


gee.






...oh btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILL!!! xD
POTATO! ♡

deep ke? tak pon! hahahahaha xD

PEOPLE SHOULD STOP COMPARING LIFE TO OTHERS AND JUST LIVE THEIR OWN LIFE AWESOMELY

this goes to u too shi xD

visa | fly | hangout | Aaron guy

Dear Dolce,

I'll be flying off soon ❤

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weeeee~ so i went to make/do my visa today at the japan embassy 8D
im so happy.
cant wait to fly >_<

...and my sister just told me about the earthquake news recently happening in Tokyo =x=
dammit Nippon!
sorry la i upset u. but u lost the bet, just suck it man >A</
gee...im sorry Q_Q
please be gentle~



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so finally..i didn't even get the chance to spend time with my friends :(
there's not enough time..and money...

at first i got money. and time.
so i planned to go out with most of them.
then i spent 90% of the money on shopping. in just 2 days, before meeting my friends TT_TT
omg money, why do u have to leave so soon orz...

and then i got money again.
but no time TT_TT
my schedules are now packed with plans/classes.
when im free, my friends are not free pulak orz...


*sigh*

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So in my class, there's this boy named Aaron (he wont know about this blog aaanyways)
SO.
We never talk to each other, even though we're sitting facing each other ="A"=
but far. now i dont feel so snobby.
i never bother to do so though, cuz i got no topic. and im not that friendly to just approach people D:
then last tuesday's class, the whole class need to do this one activity, that involves everyone to walk around the class and so, we're forced to talk to each other, or else, we wont get the answer to the activity xDD
..no im still not talking to him xD
then i saw something on his table, neatly wrapped in a bubble wrapper.
and then i grabbed it fast, run to him n showed it to his face.
"OMG is this yours??!!!"
he was shocked "uh yeah"
"WARGHHH scandal is my favourite band!!! how, where'd u get this?!"
(ok so, its something like a book with SCANDAL as the cover)
i forgot what he told me, but basically it's some limited edition album, but its big, like a book. i regret not asking him to open it for me to look and drool =3= bummer.

...
and then we started talking hahaha. wth. 

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no picture. lol im too lazy today. super tired.
mostly just lazy xD weee~

have a great day :3 ❤

im sorry wahahaa xD

Dear Dolce,

Control my words will ya? xD

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what was i sorry about? -__-
im sorry about my last post orrr those crappy mean post about friends blablablaa~
i was depressedddd >A</
and this is my blog, not Facebook 8D

lol im so annoyed by those people who spill every sad moment, lovey dovey stuffs, fight between couples in public and some more emotional craps that are mostly meant to be private. then post it on Facebook. not in inbox message between two airheads. on status -_- grr... and my homepage was polluted. my eyes bleed -_- gosh emo people, have mercy.

i know its their problem, its their Facebook, who cares right??
but omg -_- its so annoying.
they want it to be public, then when people ask, they wont tell.
what sorcery is this? =x="
such attention whore man...

who wants to know every single details of your life? ="A"=
if you really want people to know about your supertastic problems or life, get a blog or something.
or write a depressing diary, publish it, hope for famous director to filmed it, and go suicide. and then get a sequel movie.


...wtf.
back to tha point.
im sorry. lol.
i wanted to delete them. but no i wont >D
no ones gonna get bothered or annoyed by it right? its not like u have to read it. if u read it, well u chose to xD
its what i want to remember. and i hate writing diaries.
we're not in the 20's anymore. we typed faster than we write.
even the 20's don't write journals on papers.
they carves on stones.
..
wtf mom, im stupid.
point is. blog. yup.


im not gonna agree or deny any of anyone's guesses.
those person in those posts wont know anyway.
i love my friends, but sometimes they can turn into @#$%& too.
so bhai.

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what is this i dont even---

hello.

u used me.

i replied by being too nice.

since forever.

i be your dog.

realized that by now?

i tried to change you for the better.

and you think i hate you and friends don't act like that to each other.

wtf.

u wanted a friend? or a dog?

then you started being sarcastic over everything.

you think ur the victim.

again. wtf.

ur just selfish.

maybe u just didn't realize all of the things u did.

i tried to show/tell u.

and u think i was being sarcastic and attacking u.

u never know how hurtful it is for me to be ur dog before.

cuz ur having too much fun doing it, u think its nothing.

or u still didn't realize it.

and still playing victim.

i dont care how successful u will be in the future.

u can rub it in my face in the future.

i wont give a damn about it.

cuz nothing actually matters.

i should just go find some other friends who want to treat each other with respect

and so you can find other dogs.

im going to Japan. u can just start forget about me.

its going to be easy for u.

since u never wanna care anyway.

kiss ALL the potatoes in JAPAN!!!!!

Dear Dolce!!!!!!

if ur still here, im gonna bring u to Japan no matter what!!!

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So, Japan has heard my prayers. n bought my bribes =_=
now i have to embarrassed myself at tokyo's streets =_____="
*pokes Japan*
u know i was kidding. right? -__-"
OTL...
then u're like "eat ur words now missy!! >DD"
then i'll say: fine, i dun care, im goin so i won? >D *yaoming
japan:







so the big news is..the results are finally out and

I'M GOING TO JAPAN THIS APRIL!!!!!!!!!

how exciting is that???? well for me yea lah xD





a part of me still wanna stay in Malaysia.
but the remaining part, maybe 99.09% WANT TO GO so hell yeahhh!!! hahahhaaaa xDDDD

fine, i did promise i'll study hard and i will :)


yeeee~
mumy asked me to list down things i need to buy before flying-off xD
shopping! ❤


im just so happy thats all :D

concentration level: -90

i went to Selayang Mall just now to pay some bills, have lunch and shop for some clothes.

while i was walking down the stairs...i text.

then, something unthinkable happened.

an angel drop from heaven right infront of me.

..ok no. i fell down the stairs =.=

i sit for a while, stunned. and thought "hey. it doesn't hurt a bit!!"

and i laughed! o__o cuz i find it funny that someone fell down the stairs.

even its me who fell down .___.

people around me..up...down..did the "girl, r u ok?"-face

still laughing, i continue walking down and still texting.

someone did not learn her mistake aye? xD