2012 in few mins

dear dolce,

im turning 21 tomorrow TT__TT
well not officially, but orz...

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ok so..
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2011.
NOT a productive year for me -__-

but i did enjoyed myself and did/get some awesome things.
like.


1) CAMERA FTW!!!!

ok yeah, so i've been ranting about wanting a camera? i got it for my 20th birthday!

i didnt get those high-tech cameras that i want tho. but who cares xD
i got a white lumix dmc-s3

thanks babah ❤


2) Graduated from college

ahaha...i struggled so hard for a couple of years. been through some pain-asu hard time on studying, friends, tasks, practical training, sweat wtf and for losing dearest Dolce Q___Q

i kinda miss my friends. most of them are all very far away right now. half of them are foreigners so i might not get to see them again orz

i dont miss a shit about studying and struggling for exams =_=" i had enough.

*pictures by sarah's sister, farah

3) attended 2 AMGC events
 

3a) C2AGE & tropicana city mall
- did not cosplay, just randomly bleeds in yukata -_-

3b) Comic Fiesta

- worst CF, but had fun camwhoring xD and awesome cosplayers're everywhere.

- cosplayed as chibi maruko chan.

*i seriously dont know why cant i rotate these pictures!! RAGEEEEE!!!!!
...so i guess we'll just hafto rotate our heads instead TT_TT

4) attended MIFW/Mifa (Malaysian International Fashion Week)
- cuz my sister got into the final round (fashion runway competition), so she got like 10 free tickets.
- she won 2nd prize. congrats n_n

- i didnt get to take pictures cuz i've bee drooling over the hot bishie male models all the time. ngeheh. what, u dont get to see them evryday k -_- but i dun wna see them evryday pun. pondan.
- get to go 2nd time for the gala night, got 2 free tickets. omg how?...our parents. wtf??? they got invitation from Peugeot cuz they bought a car -_-

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lately im into gore/psycho/horror/creepy/disgusting things kinda things. NOT the actual things yah =A=
drawings and so.
i started to do research on them and try new skills.
so far my sources and and references are from JUNJI ITO. omg he's such and inspiration!!! im gonna cheat on my husband someday and go marry this guy and steals all of his ideas and works, gets awesome then get back to my husband and tell him i got hypnotized. j-just look at all these awesome works from him!!!!

 

 

 

 

and so, i tried to learn from him and keep on improving. i hope i can be like him someday. or meet him. bribe.
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k so, this is my latest artworks, inspired by this awesome guy!!!

 

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hope that 2012 will be a better year for me and for all of you.
- eat lotsa vegetables.
- prepare for zombie apocalypse.
- drive carefully cuz evry journey might be your last xD

..im seriously starting to get lazy now.
so i guess i'll just stop here xD

..ok so i guess i'll just go somewhere to squat down and watch fireworks

☆ that flashy thing ☆

dear dolce,

im still a huge-asu camwhore.

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god knows how bad i want a quality camera...
i love to take picture of everything.
nature. me. balloons. insects. people. me. sky. and me.

 
i dont even care if i didnt look good. i just love to capture any moment and be mesmerized over the colours, composition and just about everything on it.
its like a time machine.
it just wont move.
and that is also why i need a better camera. to atleast have a moving memories a.k.a videos!

 
my newly damaged nokia phone haz only 3.2 mp camera, then i have to use my brother's phone which only haz 2.0 mp.
god, Y U NO let me not suffer..

my phone can only record a video for a maximum of 31sec. plus bad quality (TT_TT)"

 

i've always wanted a DSLR camera...but ofcourse i cant afford it now cz im just a student. and its a bit expensive to ask it from my parents (=3=)


 
so my latest target is the new Olympus Pen Lite or Olympus Pen Mini.



its not as big as some dslr. its small and light. its like a digital camera and dslr combined! well atleast that's how i sees it, problem? =A=
and ze pictures captured is superrrr amazing!!!

<< Olympus pen lite

Olympus pen mini >>

i've read many reviews of it and none wuz bad.
ze pictures turned out super amazing and like its bein photoshopped n i dont have to go edit and hipsterize it nemore.
oh oh aaand OPmini haz it in light baby pink!! supa kawaii~ ❤
am not a big fan of pink but still like it xD

plus so many amazing featuresss #iwantitnow (TT____TT) muguyaa~
but OPmini costs around rm2000+ and OPlite almost reaches rm3000..
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i need a job. and money.
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or just money.

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TheMonsterCommunityⓒ

dear dolce,

i really wish u'd live to see me improve "orz...

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so. i really like to draw. ranging from manga style to doodling monsters.

i cant remember when i started doodling, but doodling a bunch of monsters started early this year when i was doing my english essay assignments.

im so stressed out, and as usual i'll scribble some things on d nearest paper.
not noticing it turned out to be one bunch of ugly monsters. but i kinda like it xD

 

 

inside you 

 

yea so this is my first bunch of ugly monsters doodle. its not that neat and detailed at first yet it felt great.
that's when the name TheMonsterCommunity© came into my mind..

from that day forth, i've been dooling bunch of monsters, each doodle with different themes..

 

 

 

here's 5 of my latest doodle:

 

 

anger management

 

the sign

 

jennifer's school

 

graceful jump

 

 

hairdo

 

 

 

 

and here are some of the earliest doodles:

 

 

 

 

i even print out one of my doodle on t-shirt  ♡

 

 

 

 

 

i dont know anything about shirt printing/designing. lol. but its fun to try. i'll try to improve on my next printing plans ㋛

all the imperfectness of these doodles are done on purpose. i like it not being perfect. i just want it to be different and easy on the eye, lol i hope so xD

oh. all of these are taken using my hp cam and edited using SAI/microsoft office, thats why it sux to da max hahaahaa...

im not gonna go all masochist on this. im proud of my artworks and i'll improve.
i'd be very happy if my art inspires anyone, but never happy to be copied =_=+
anyone can use my artworks for some purposes, u just need to ask for my permission.

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some things are just pure craps

dear dolce,

ur the best companion i've ever had and i miss every precious moments of it i really do. i wish u could send me another angel just like u. and make it human? :)
 

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i started to realize the changes in some of my friends behavior.

 

became very egoistic.
feels like they're super cool n i'm suddenly lame.
raised voice over nothing, just trying to annoy me.

annoyed n sensitive over everything that i said.
make an obvious sighing n eye-rolling.
selfish.
self-centered.
some more shit.

 

i think they just wanted to show me that they dont want me to be around them very often anymore.
smart @_@
wut did i do anyway?
i kno u guys find n make awesome new friends, but u dont have to try so hard to kick me off. at least make it less obvious -__-
its so annoying.

 
friends come and go.
esp those who ur trying so hard to impress.
not me -_-
i stay cz im sincere.
maybe one day u'll come to realize it.

 

if u really dont want me anywhere near u like ur da king and im da stray dog, fine o_o
i guess u dont worth my time, neither my sincere friendship -_-



maybe im not that cool. (i'm awesome)
maybe im not that hipster. (i'm just that awesome)
maybe ur new friends are perfect. (i'm just perfectly awesome)



guess u finally found ur dream team. im just a stepping stone.



enjoy ur new famous life,

pal.

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gosh, such an emo post xD

feels like barfing -__-

 

but i felt so annoyed even though i tried so hard not to give a damn.
its just so hurtful -__-" ugh.to care about friends n to be treated back like this.
makes me feel like crap.


*sigh*

 

 

daijoubu, i guess it'll wear off in no time.
n really hope i'll get to make new friends too. who're really nice Q_Q
lol #foreveralone "orz...

❥ ② years

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  ||. .|| <--- this is liesss...he's not this fat -_-

[19 sept]

 

its our anniversary laaah~ lololol ♡

just for being together, not married or anything xD


for now, its my longest relationship with a guy nyahaa~

i appreciate every dem moment.

wishing he's not another jerk lol

 

no he's not =w=

best thing about rill (yes him) is that..he's not hot-tempered.

he controls his emotions n feelings very well. i love that.

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aaand..he's one crazydumbsucklilmonkeywholikestomakestoopidjokes  hahah..

oh. 

here's what we did last year for our 1st anniversary (pffftt..) 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

we live far away so what we did is..webcam. lol sad i know "orz...

today. we still live far faarr away xDDD
and we both are so busy we dont have time to even webcam chat.

and today, im not that ugly anymore, i've upgraded to not-so-ugly-yet-still-feeling-ugly-but-gain-more-confidence-than-last-year...gahahaaah~

 

 

 

 got ya annoyed? xD

 

 

 

oh. here's one more. im the one at far left. just post it cuz my sister looks funny lol. at the centre is my lil' brother

 

 

 

aaah~ since this is an anniversary post, so might as well put him inda picture too =3= cheh.

  

 

 mother of god. im with freak "orz...

"today. we still live far faarr away xDDD
and we both are so busy we dont have time to even webcam chat."

actually..HE's busy -__-
im butting chair while slapping my laptop every 2mins cuz the line is so slow (daddy! Y U NO put password?!!)..

neighbours use our line every night and the line got veeery slow like a drunk two-legged turtle.

aaanyways...
here's a bunny.

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